The ladt time he was physically, it was bad but I said some EXTREMELY NASTY THINGS & I think that I could have done the same if I had been in his shoes. It would blow me away when I rarely heard him say anything positive towards me. My almost 2yr old was born special needs. I wanted to live up to my potential because I had always failed in school and my self-esteem was really low. He was my perfect first boyfriend and I needed to be the perfect girlfriend. I need help. I continue to pray for his healing and I told him that I would be here for him if he needed anything . You can do it - you are already doing amazingly well. She wants to know she can have fun with you especially if she is hard working woman during the day. The 15 Ideas For a Perfect First Date Are: I have been married to my beautiful wife for 15 years and we have two wonderful daughters. why cant he see that. tired of all the obstacles we had, especially Im working on me I dont want to lose him..Ive seen him once in almost 3 weeks, since I got out. Hi Ryan since you didnt ask a question, I didnt respond. The third time we broke up I called him to see how serious he was about me and he said that he hadnt got over his issues and he placed a greater importance to school. Its what we talked about a little bit yesterday. She actually mentioned that she thinks the reason she let her coworker into her life is because he is confident. We have been together for almost 4 years and were living together for 2.5. When I came into town to celebrate my birthday he asked me to be his girlfriend and things took off in the best way from there, at least at first. The next day we returned her step-fathers car, dropping it off at her place. Do think this would be a right choice to make? He eventually left me because I didnt move in I felt so guilty like everything was my fault. From this list you can click to view our members full profiles and contact the therapists themselves for more information. He loved me more than anything. If you do take him back, you have to put your foot down and tell him how you feels about situation and make a list for him to understand and make sure you know he is applying himself to the list everyday. I started drinking way too much. I took the opportunity to tell her I did lie about that. And she says she understands why I was that way. The word could get out that you have made changes! After the last relationship ended I stayed like that Not opening myself up to anyone.. Like I was living in protective mode and I planned to stay like that and not to open myself up to a chance to be hurt again. The hardest thing I ever did. She already had trust issues, you knew this, and you chose to move because you felt your career as a musician was more important. The end forimaturity and hurting her emotionally break in trust. Next point, you are very young. I just feel so afraid all of the time. Is that pushing him further away from me? She had married; divorced; had 2 kids with an older divorcee; enjoyed dating multiple partners & permitted them to stay overnight & in 2007 she remarried. This may take time, and perhaps help from outside sources. Constant fighting. The meeting was not good. I really want to try and work things out any suggestions ? However, if you would like to talk about this or any other concern with a mental health professional, please feel free to return to our homepage, https://www.goodtherapy.org/, and enter your zip code into the search field to find therapists in your area. But then in October, he broke up with me again. I see all these things and I cant talk about them. she begged for almost 8 months but I was so focused on my ambition and career. My boyfriend and I have been together for 9 yrs and we recently just parted ways in the past 4 days. But she wont accept my forgiveness. It feels like repentance and remorseful thoughts and actions are not enough. I dont even like being around his kids any more because I know it will cause an argument. She made her share of mistakes like hiding conversations with exes and not wanting to be close in front of exes, but I know at this point that she has always had issues with anxiety and that nothing shady was going on. The grief process will take you through stages where you'll lose and regain your faith. S he dosent respond about anything serious anyway. Well, heres an update again. I am really confused. I forgave him mainly because we werent together during that time, even tho it wasnt long. According to experts, it's totally possible to fall back in love with someone you used to date, and the reason why makes sense. But honestly knowing that hes not here and that hes probably most likely in jail Im not stressed. Im trying to get the feelings back? Hi TJ Just click my name at the top of this article and it takes you to my page on Good Therapy. At a point I had suicidal thoughts when I couldnt make him believe that I wasnt with someone else. Get him to an addictions specialist asap!! When you were in love with him, he was not in love with you. On FB, turned out he had a history of saying hello to a lot of random girls, probably with the intention of hooking up for sex. That is what you need. I just dont know how to make him understand why I cant and wont be vulnerable until I see a change in him so I wont get hurt again. What can I do to leave the past in the past? I never meant to mistreat my partner. Sometimes you need to spend time with the other person. It sounds also like you are blessed with a caring and loving husband. She was happy to see me. I dont know what to do but I need advice I cant move on cause my heart belongs to her. We had huge HUGE communication problems & I felt like I had read the book 500 tines and he was still stuck on page 3. I was sad and hurt. And you say you have a man you love and a man that loves you than he is going to be there to support you in anyway he can until you find your stride again. I cant control it but thats what Im working on right now. I want to know if this is something that is going to benefit us. This happened two more times until I decided to book my holidays with a girl friend of mine (he was always telling me I should be independent) He seemed glad I made that decision but after that he told me he couldnt take it any longer and that he needed to be alone. We all go through hell. I mean three months ago. That said, we learned in school that two wrongs dont make a right. Ive been so upset for 3 days because im going crazy and im nervous about what will happen if I talk to him. His wife tried to call me and I never pick up. Hi Marie, For their sake, I wish it would work but for mine I just want it over. I didnt even want to buy that expensive house because I knew Id be in school and I didnt want him to become financially overwhelmed bit what do I know? Now that I have worked through my issues that were preventing me from committing to him, and I see how much i truly love him, I am afraid he will not feel the same way about me anymore. She may may trying a way to get my attention. But i had to reply to know who sarah is by asking who is this but no reply since then. We both decided together that I should quit my job at social services because he made more than enough to support us & I only had a yr left to get my BSN. She also hasnt asked for a divorce and I dont want one either. He probably also doesnt want to be perceived as stupid by his peers for taking you back as well. She has said she now feels supported by me, which is different than before, but still no passion or intimacy. Yet, of course, there is an equal fear of being alone, so the couple sets up rules just like the one you and your hubby seem to have: dont leave, but dont be too close either. 15 First Date Ideas He said he had not realized that and we discussed having a date night. Often we go into a relationship looking for all the validation, nurturing, warmth and support that parents didnt give us. I never said that. Then after a bad argument, I told him we were over and we didnt speak for a full week. Hello, I just read this article and it really resonated with me and has given me some much needed hope. Same interests similar upbringings and he really is just a sweet genuine guy. He asked for a break and then got back with his childs mother who he hasnt been with for 10 years. Yet, shes in controversial love with her baby father. i feel like im cheating him of his 20s or that im not good enough and am way too old for him. Shes rude and I feel like she doesnt truly believe I didnt cheat on her. It hurts like hell, I doubt I will love like that again. Does anyone feel this way too? Your actions in betraying were not giving, not even to yourself. Over our 11 year relationship I have watched him grow into the man I wanted him to be the whole time he is now loyal, honest, less temperamental, and shows me more love than I could ever ask for but it took more than 9 years for this to happen and I often find myself treating him the way he treated me for so many years. What concerns me right now is the fact that it had been three weeks since I spoke to her and her anger and rage only seems to be growing and she said that shes okay with it even though she knows that it may be unhealthy to be holding on to it. Man that sounds identical to my story for the most part. How do we recover from such a thing? But if you willingly allowed it, then you need to ask yourself: How did I let this happen? First, I congratulate you on your self-awareness. Be patient with yourself when you're mourning the death of your loved one. How do I overcome it and trust fully? This affair has gone on for 3 months and although we have tried to break it off we keep failing to stay out of contact. It sounds to me like you are afraid of being abandoned. Hi Rose, Its very conflicting hating a person im still in love with and im sorry to anyone else experiencing something like this. Yet, he went ahead and did that. We click off very well and slowly feelings develop. Hes promised to therapy, to get his testosterone checked, work out..etc. Thats your first step to rekindle your relationship (if at all you are sincere). I Was speaking to some other guy that I know & he got mad & didnt want to speak to me , I was sad , because I missed him. This relationship I have with my husband now is a completely different world for me. Its more than falling in love and even more than preserving a family. Being both adults having feelings, emotions I am in love with this man he is married children are grown. With the degree of insight you already have and the motivation that I believe you also have, your whole entire therapy process should be under a year, maybe even six months of effort. I want to restart the relationship but she is feeling too pained to try. But I took the time to for once be honest with my fianc & myself about everything. We have two girls ages 5 & 9. It was our most violent fight. She said yes. She has issues but I wouldnt stand for that, she is knowingly hurting you and she needs to work on herself. But i became so emotionally attached to him and he made me feel secure wherever I talked to him. I have now distanced myself from him (something that he said he didnt want) and have realised i need help. But the last 4months since I was honest when she asked shes beat me down to the point. In a series of studies, Vivian Zayas and Yuichi Shoda found that people don't just love or hate significant others. I didnt know how to handle all the tough times with him losing his job and being lazy and depressed so I nagged at him which created more arguing. The pain or hurt can only run as deep as the Love is. Do I refrain from any words like I love you, I miss you or is ok to give her little words to let her know Im here and thinking of her so much with sorrow, regret and understanding. I know that will sound just the opposite of what it seems so let me explain: People use sex as a way to AVOID a real relationship. My husband ended up getting upset and coming to interrupt to put an end to it. Is what Im doing and planning on doing the most optimal way to go or no? She swore to me that she wasnt leaving me before we moved. Suppose we project into the future. p.s he has no relationships with anyone. Next, you say that if you do divorce, you will try to get custody. prioritise her. It should had never happened and I did not tell her about it because I was too scared to loose her and I was scared I was gonna hurt and betray our trust. Im seriously trying to get my life sorted out but I know that its not going to be a quick fix. One day I was at work and he got angry not because if me, but he wanted to take it on me on the phone. Theres no easy way to do this. He has given me no reason to distrust him since. This is the reason why I decided to travel alone. And done much worse. My fiance feeling guilty decided to have a huge party here before Brazil and that hid mothers happiness and needs when it came to the wedding details should come first because he was doing this for her. Show him that you mean what you say and say what you mean. I wonder days why I feel this way. But when we got into a fight, out of nowhere I told him that I lied to him. We have 4 children. I found out recently that Ive been suffering from generalized anxiety and I tended to blow up whenever we got into an argument. I find myself very hyper-sensitive when questioned by her as I feel I should not have to tell her everything I do or think or say to other people, maybe she is just asking out of curiosity but I dont like being questionedI had enough of it from the time before, how do I move past this??? I guess he needs to see the changes first. I ignored his emotions and efforts. Im trying to forgive myself for unknowingly hurting him. She accepted it at first but later would take advantage of it. How do I get back to where we were? Romantic love feels great but it only works welland long termwith the right person. She is 33yrs old. So it hurt to move on. Please help me. It all blew up on my birthday this year. I went to the doctor to find out for sure and I was. I love him and I want to feel better and just be happy again but I feel guilty because something doesnt feel right and I cant figure it out. I really need your help DrDeb. I do also agree with you, I should get some therapy because I refuse to be stuck like this forever. You can experience emotions that range from admiration to spite, from fascination to boredom and, from illusion to disgust. He would tell me I had no personality no ambition in life there was always something he wanted me to change that didnt make any sense to me just excuses I actually remember asking him if Ill ever be good enough for him he said no. I said she could give him oral sex, and that I wasnt interested in watching. Her Emotional Affair has all but destroyed me and when I confronted her on 1/1/2015 by asking her who she would be talking to at 2AM in the morning for 2 hours, her reply a Friend I picked up the car keys and went for a drive. He didnt however, and 2 days later I ended up alone with his phone by chance. Be your true self and the right partner will value you and uplift your dreams and aspirations. Other women. Our problems began after 3 months of being together he cheated on me because he got mad at me so I broke up with him, but the next day I found out I was pregnant, and truly wanted nothing more than to be with him. Its something rich and mature that you cant feel the first time around: Its a rock-solid knowledge of who this other person really is, leading to a much deeper bond, greater respect, and stronger trust than you could ever have with a new person. He is with no one now . Hi guys, I reached out to him to let him know that Im angry, but I still love him. 3 years later Ive kept it to myself and never told him. Its like hes stuck with this depressed image of me, and he slowly fell out of love with me. Anyway, I seem to want he tot forgive me, make up her mind to make this work no matter what, and move on. I now find myself alone in a city with a music scene and a state of physical well-being that in many ways turns me off more than the one I left. I am wondering if it is wise to let him know now of my past experience while we are having our time apart. Sorry to ramble on. Your partner must prove to you, in every conceivable way, that he or she has changed. I have apologized to her but with each passing day I feel like she is beginning to hate and resent me for what I did to her. It just is. We had a very difficult relationship and it was always difficult. I am worried about you when you say you just end up on the couch for four days. I love him very much,, i think i did for the past years but not anymore One thing that bothers me is that i cant break up whith him and i dont know why Even though iv fallen out of love in him. Part of me says how do you walk from a man youve loved for so long. He told me that Peter had no rights to joining in our shared meal .. despite the fact that both our mutual friend & I invited him to stay. I confronted him, he was so remorseful that it happened. How can I get it back. Im dwelling on it far longer than he has, but weve had issues in the past when we first dated. Thank you DrDeb. I dont think you blew things out of proportion. Together we have one 5yr old daughter. When I came back he locked me outside the doors and I couldnt get in. It had been over for 3 years. Not in rude way but in a tune that my question was irrelevant. There are deep breathing apps you can download for that. Even though every relationship is different, it's about being able to look at it and feel something other than loss. I should start off by saying that I have Borderline Personality Disorder and when I am not healthy, I can have great difficulties in having healthy intimate interpersonal relationships. To top it off I met his mom and she doesnt like me. Im not kidding. Therapy will help. Her eyes met mine & she lowered hers. That is a huge change in life. Its because we were all blessed with great imaginations. She wanted to leave me and our two dogs behind. Ive been trying to research these and understand him more. I need advice. We want to be with each other and fall back in love but we dont know how. I find myself cautious about my feelings for him and without him really saying and based on our conversations, I am thinking his feelings are guarded as well. Can he really have a sex/hormone problem? About a year and a half later they started talking again on Facebook. How can you possibly fall in love with such a person again? 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